I dont think this is what I want
What? Sex? We dont have to have sex.. She giggled and kissed my cheek.
I pulled away, Not that part
She sat up and her face hardened. You just...what?
Sara? I sighed, I think I want to try something new.
She gasped, What?!
I think Im gay
She jumped up off of me ran out the door while mumbling something about this not being what she had expected.
Im sorry! I called after her, Im not sure she heard me. I didnt care. All I cared about now was how by tomorrow, it would be all over the school.
I just wasnt interested. She wasnt what I wanted.
I lie in that unfamiliar bed for an eternity. My eyes lock on the revolving blades of the fan.
Im ruined, I think to myself. Great.
Just then there was a knock on the frame of the door. Are you okay, dude? It was Jordan, a friend of mine. I heard what happened, Sara was freaking out
It was rather funny. He smiled, I laughed.
She was screaming?
He laughed, Yeah, she was like I JUST KISSED A GAY MAN! Most of us were laughing in her face
I sat up, Then what happened?
Then she ran out of the front door crying. You sure youre okay, Landon?
Come on, dude. Come downstairs and have a beer with me. Soon youll forget about Saras saggy vagina.
Jordan, Ive already forgotten. I smiled.
He laughed, Ohh yeah, I forgot you were a fag.
Even though Jordan was joking, it still annoyed me that he called me a fag. I dont know why, though. I forced myself to shrug it off and follow him down the stairs.
After we both had a few beers, we had loosened up.
The next thing I knew, there was this boy, whose name I later learned was Alec, was sitting on top of me, and he was extremely drunk. He was caressing my face, and trying to kiss me. But did I even know this boy?
I dont recall
I drained beer after beer, and I was starting to loose my mindor so I thought. The weariness had set in while I was on my way to the bathroom. I had stumbled and almost fell to the ground. I need to learn when to stop, I silently laughed to myself
I had to brace myself on everything possible, but I had finally made it to the bathroom. Alec, as stunningly charming as he was, followed me in.
Baby, he smiled, and then kissed me.
He pressed me against the sink. I didnt fight him at all..
This was my chance, I thought to myself.
He held me in place while still pressing his lips to mine. His kiss, although sloppy and beer-tasting, was deep.
I woke in the morning with him on my right arm. Jordan was on my right. All three of us were naked.