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The Boy He Once Loved He looked down at the boy he once loved, lying so peacefully in the casket in front of him.
He laid his hand on the pearlescent white inner lining.
His eyes, already puffy and sore from the days of straight crying, started to water yet again. He wipes them away, still staring at the boy he had loved for over a year lying dormant for the final time.
Behind him, comes the deceased's mother father and sister.
"You know, Dom, he loved you very much." She rested her hand on his shoulder, and wept with him silently. The father stood silently on her right, with the sister in toe. She cried as well.
They all just stood there, alone in the room.
How he wanted to touch his hand
What The Heart WantsSome days I just stare into the mirror and imagine where I'll be in thirty years.
At 33, I could see myself living alone with a prissy dog.
Because, anytime I see myself with a guy, I just imagine being so uncomfortable.
When he touches me, I shy away. When he hugs me, I pull back. When he kisses me, I turn my head. Sometimes, I wonder, if I even am gay.
If I'm gay, and I do see no problem with it whatsoever, why do I imagine these thigns? Why can't I picture myself happy with another man?
I mean, I want a boyfriend deep down, but maybe that's not what I "truly" want.
Whenever an opportunity comes my way, I tend to lash out. I tend to become a jackass and drive them away. But the ones I want, tend to leave me.
And, anytime I see myself with a girl, I justno.
Not what I want.
I can't picture myself with either.
Maybe that means I'm just still unsure.
Maybe that just means I'm meant to be alone.
Maybe that mean
StalkerI look at your pictures online, view every one.
I've always wondered when you may kiss me the way you kiss her in the pictures, hug me like that.
I've often dreamed about the time you and I could spend together, on summer nights. We could just lie together in the field, caressing each other, watching the stars twinkle above us.
It's the time I want us to spend together.
It's the time we need to spend together.
If we just got to know each other; I'm sure I could make you happy, treat you better than she treats you.
That break up that you guys just had that lasted about two weeks? Yeah, hun, that won't happen with me. We could be happy.
We could be permanent.
Well, not so permanentgay marriage is still illegal in PA, Sadly.
But, I swear I could show you a better time than she ever couldI know how to have fun.
So, Alec, take me for a spin.
Gage's Final FarewellHere, before us today, lies a boy who's life was taken from us prematurely by a disease.
Without dwelling on the negative, we must focus on the lives this boy has touched. At only seventeen, he's made lots of friends. He's been there through, and helped to sort out, numerous dilemmas.
Now, as I veer off of the eulogy I prepared, I've spoken to a few of his close friends; just before the mass began, a young lady approached me and told me a story about how this young man saved her life. She was having issues. And he helped, as she says, immensely. Without him, she added, that she saw no way out. She contemplated suicide.
I had the pleasure of meeting this young man's boyfriend before this ceremony as well. He walked up, shook my hand, and told me, once again, how amazing of a boy Gage really was.
It is always tragic; the death of a child. More so, I would say, than any other kind. But,
I Miss You... I lay on his bed, I breathe in his scent silently staining his sheets with my tears. I sit in his chair, staring senselessly at his computer screen just thinking about how much he used this thing. I run my hand over his keyboard; I grip his mouse.
He was way too young to have taken his own life so senselessly. He could have gotten help he could have said something-anything- to me... maybe a bye? That may have actually soothed so many of my worries and some of my regrets that I now have...
He couldn't have even thought about the effect all of this might have on our family.
I take something to keep his memoryhis bible. As i go to pick it up off of his nightstand, i see a piece of paper tucked gently between the pages... the handwriting was jittery and the p
Secrets Maybe he won't find out this time; maybe he won't realize the smell. He sure does smell good.
My boyfriend, Nick, was waiting in the living room-we just moved in together just a few months ago, and everything was going great. "Hey, babe. Getting in kind of late?"
"Yeah, sorry hun, the meeting ran over." I kissed him on the cheek. Maybe I was just paranoid, but I heard him take a long inhale.
"Your meetings have been doing that lately, haven't they?"
"Yeah, sorry.. we're releasing a new product soon, so that shit kind of happens. I promise you it won't tomorrow." I kissed forehead and headed to bed, relieved he didn't smell his scent on me.
I go lie in bed
Let It Go ( Rapunzel Version)The sun glows bright on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A tower of isolation and it look like I'm the queen
The wind is howling like this swirling flame inside
Couldn't keep it in heaven knows I tired
Don't let them in don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal don't feel don't let them know
Well now they know
Let it Burn Let it Burn
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it Burn Let it Burn
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care what mother is going to say
Let the flames rage on
The sun never bothered me anyway
It's funny how some distance makes everything
And my mother who once controlled me
Can't get to me at all
It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, No wrong, No rules for me
Let it Burn Let it Burn
I'm one with the sun and sky
Let it Burn Let it Burn
You'll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the flames rage on
The sun never bothered me anyway
My powers flurries though the
England x Sister!Reader: Gay or British?
"Why do you keep staring at me?"
"Because," [First] [Last] said, stretching out the word. Eyes narrowed, she stared at Arthur Kirkland. "I see you hanging out with a bunch of. . . guys."
Arthur is a man with messy blonde hair and emerald eyes. He proclaims himself as a gentleman, but his language when he's angry goes against it. Right now he was sitting at a table at a cafe with a newspaper in hand.
[First] is the a younger sister that uses vulgar language from time to time. She was a little strange to others, for she plays some video games like Call of Duty, or Pokemon. She had [h/c] hair that was usually shiny, and [e/c] eyes that were currently scrutinized at Arthur.
Two cups laid on the white fabric of the table. Arthur had specifically ordered earl grey tea, while [First] asked for [drink]. Francis Bonnefoy was the owner of this cafe, in whic
Just a Grilled Cheese (Sherlock x Reader Drabble)Pan- Check.
“Sherlock? Where’s the butter?”
“I used it for an experiment.”
“And you couldn’t have told me that before I went to the grocery so I could get more?”
You let out a little growl at the ceiling, “I’ll just have to ask-“
“I used all Mrs. Hudson’s as well.”
You slumped against the counter. All you had wanted was a grilled cheese. Just toasty bread and melted cheese. But of course in this household that was asking too much.
Two weeks. Two weeks you’d wanted a grilled cheese and every time you went to make one something came up. Needless to say that at this point the craving was almost unbearable.
John came into the kitchen to find you looking at your ingredients with the most dejected look on your face. You looked like a kicked puppy and it was damn near heartbreaking. He wrapped an arm around your shoulde
Jeff the Killer x Reader- Sleep and SeaweedYou smiled as set the phone down on the beige countertop, and rushed into your room. You had just called up your group of friends about going to the beach, which you hadn’t done since last summer. Slamming open the closet doors, you picked through the unorganized mess and finally found your (Favourite Colour) two-piece, which included boy shorts which was a plus one in your book. Grinning, you stripped off your previous clothes and placing on the swim attire. You grabbed an oversized, black shirt and exited out of the room. Hearing a car honk, you quickened your pace. You rushed into the bathroom, bending down and grabbing the sunscreen and at least four towels. BEN and Vanilla would probably only dip a toe in the water and run off, so there was probably no reason to bring towels for the aquaphobes. Getting up, you heard three more honks. You cursed under your breath, running out of the bathroom and slipping on a pair of flip-flops, grabbing your keys and running out of the house
Levi x Reader: After All This Time? (8) William was pacing around the room. He was currently debating with himself whether or not he should visit (f/n) this early after returning her to the mortal world. He wasn't sure if he wanted to visit for the cause of checking on her, or he just really wanted to see her. His heart thumped faster just thinking about her. 'What has this woman done to me?' he thought, taking a seat on one of the chairs. What has she done to him?
He liked her. No, he loved her. All he thought about was her. She could never leave his mind, even if he tried his best. He would often get distracted by the thought of her as well. Was it the looks? The way her shiny hair move when she did. Or when her luscious lips spoke. Her beautiful voice saying his name that he just couldn't get enough of. Or maybe it was the way she treated him. She understood the meaning of loneliness and knew what he felt like. She could empathize with him more than anyone in his whole existence.
Levi x Reader: After All This Time? (9) (f/n)'s eye shot open immediately, before she could react to William's lips on hers. Levi shoved him and pushed him against the wall. He had his arm on William's neck, very ready to strangle him. William, however, remained unfazed by his attack.
"Why were you kissing my wife?!" Levi shouted, adding pressure on William's neck. There was something about this man that Levi could not trust. And something that he didn't like as well. (f/n) was confused. She woke up feeling warm and soft lips and now the owner of those lips was being strangled.
"I'm going to kill you for that!" Levi shouted once more, about to strangle him to death. (A/N: LOL)
William got bored of Levi's childish threats and his not so effective strength and shoved Levi off, fixing his tie that Levi had ruined.
"Levi! What the hell are you doing in my room?" (f/n) questioned, keeping a stoic yet irritated face. She looked at William threateningly while he
Rainbow Dash x Male!Pegasus!Reader
A kick start
Fandom: My Little Pony: FiM
Rainbow Dash x Famous!Male!Pegasus!Reader
My Little Pony FiM and its characters © Whoever created it [too lazy to google]
This story © RecklessAlbinoChibi
You/Yourself © Whoever you want, dear.
The young Pegasus couldn't contain her excitement. Her turquoise wings twitched and her hooves fidgeted beneath her. Rainbow Dash couldn't stand still, no matter hard she tried nor how much her friends sighed in annoyance of her antics. To say she was joyful or happy would be an understatement. But today, and today only, would her friends allow this behaviour without uttering so much as a single complaint. She pounced up and down, her violet eyes eagerly searching throughout the crowd of gather ponies. The whole of Ponyville seemed to be gathered here, all with the hopes of meeting one of the most famous pony's in all of Equestria [
Don't Touch My Hair (Bucky x Reader Oneshot)If it wasn't for you 'The Winter Soldier' wouldn't have a place to crash tonight. Yep, you were harboring a deadly hydra asset in your home. But it's not like you invited him in, he just kind of barged in and threatened you with death if you didn't. It was only a day after the SHIELD HQ had been destroyed along with Hydra that the soldier had become a fugitive. He'd come and go as he pleased, no questions asked, and return in the dead of night through your bedroom window. You knew that if you let him out of your room your parents would freak out, like anyone would if they knew you were hiding a convict, so you had to slip into the kitchen and bring him food.
"Here" you said handing the soldier (who was seated on the floor across from you) a plate with a turkey sandwich on it. He simply nodded in acceptance of the food, and removed his mask to take a bite out of his sandwich.
You sat on your bed silently watching the soldier eat, wondering if you should strike up conversation. "So" you
Romania X Neko Reader
Romania X Reader
A man is walking down the street. He has strawberry blond hair with crimson eyes and pale skin. He is wearing a dark red overcoat with a white shirt and black pants underneath and black boots. He is strolling along the side walk calmly.
“Go away you filthy beast!” a voice shouts
The man turns to see another man swinging a broom at a cat. The cat has messy (fur/color) fur and fear filled (eye/color) eyes. The cat yowls when the broom hits it and it falls into the street. The man huffs and returns inside. The other man runs to the poor creature.
“Hey, are you ok” he ask petting it gently
It turns to him and meows painfully. He sees it’s a girl and also notices her leg at an odd angle.
‘It must be broken’ he thinks
He scoops her up in his arms. And walks away.
He returns home he puts her down on the couch and leaves only to return with a first aid kit.
“I don’t know much about taking care of cats but I will do my bes
Writing Practice: DescriptionI lifted the rock in the corner, and took the half-empty pack of Marlboros into my hand. My fingers trembled as I took a cigarette from the pack. I havent smoked in months I light up, the smoke floats from the blackening tip. I raise the filter to my lips, and breathe in. I feel the smoke engulf my lungs, my throat goes dry. I exhale, releasing every bit of the gray cloud, before taking another drag.
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